I can't explain it...I think about you all the time. All the good times we had, how happy we were once, how sure we were that this would work. Finally, finally it is all unembellished, ancient history. I hold only indifference for you in my heart, now. It's funny...I almost feel reborn. Life has begun again, and yet it has not--my heart has yet to reboot. I'm happy for you. I no longer wish I was still a part of your life...the only thing that could possibly make life any better, now, is a new group of close friends. Wish me luck