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3 years ago i was going to audition for a musical in my first secondary school! i sang a bit of a song for my friends and they laughed... so instead of auditioning i went home and cried.. i then only ever sang at home where no one could hear me.. one day driving in the car my mams asshole of a fiancee(who i hate btw) started going on bout how shit i am at singing.. needless to say i stopped singing completely.. then i moved school and my best friend wanted me to hear her sing for auditions for a xmas concert.. she asked me to just sing back up no matter how bad i was.. i did an she gasped... i cringed with embarrassment.. she screamed and hugged me so tight nearly crying as i told her i cant sing and bout ppl laughing at me.. she made me audition with her.. i didnt get it.. instead they gave me a solo with two girls as side girls or somethin! we were the favourite act for the three nights! it was amazing! ever since iv been singing! im recording a cd at my friends studio.. i dont kno whats going to happed but id do anything to become a singer! its my ultimate dream! my goal in life! i cant see myself with a normal life...kids..9-5 job.. its just not me! i dont reli kno what to do bout it if anyone has tips please help! sorry it so long hehe...