Well, believe me. I'm always going to care about you and be here for you. I don't care how you try to push me away or give me ways not to care, it isn't going to work. You're stuck with me.
I understand how much you've been hurt in the past, but you can't let the actions of a few prejudice you against many. There are so many people that care about you, and so many more that would care if you let them. Just try to let them in. I know you can do it.
You pushed your friend away because you were afraid if you didn't, she would just leave you first? I can understand that. But just because you walked away doesn't mean she doesn't care about you or that she would be at all fine if you were gone. And yes, you would change
TH. Sure the effect would be different depending on who you asked. You ask me, and I would tell you that
TH could never be the same. It would be a permanently darker place without you. I know there are alot of people that would agree with me.
I don't want to get into your parents if that's a sore subject, but you are their daughter, it would hurt them. No matter what kind of relationhip you have now, it would put them in so much pain. They obviously care about you, or they wouldn't keep you from riding your bike, right? Wouldn't give you lectures (which, unfortunetally are the adult way of saying they care).
Just stay strong and believe in yourslef a bit more. YOU ARE AN AMAZING, WONDERFUL, KIND and CARING person. Don't let yourself or anyone else tell you otherwise.