[Em...]

I wish you could see what you are doing to me. You are so flipping ignorant and rude. Embarrassment as a punishment seems unjust to me. You make me feel so bad about myself, and you can't seem to let go of all the "bad" things i've done in the past.

You say you are proud of me, but then call me names. I can't take such extremes. It definitely has an affect on me, you don't even see it. You've seen the cuts i've made but you're still so effin ignorant.

I want your help, but scared to come to you because of the things you've done to my brother when he really needed help.

I wish you could give me something to work with.