[xXbrooke13Xx]

you dont understand what it means to me that you hate me.
you dont understand what it does to me everytime you say you hate me.
you dont care what it does to me everytime you say it.
you dont want to care about me.
you wish i didnt exist.
you wish we werent related.
you wish your friends didnt know.
you wish sara's mom didnt hate me.
you wish i would be normal.
well guess what?
im not normal.
i didnt tell your friends.
i know sara's mom hates me,oh fucking well.
sometimes i wish we werent related either.
sometimes i wish you didnt exist too.
but i dont tell you i hate you.
i dont tell you i wish youd die or that someone would kill you.
i try to protect you,you dont notice it,but i do.
i try to keep you out of the problems i had,so you wont start the shit i got into.
i try to keep you away from friends who will only hurt or use you because i know how bad that feels.
but,you,you dont care or notice this.
im not gonna stop protecting you just because you wish id die or because you hate me or because you wish someone would kill me.
your my little sister,im not going to let you slip into what i did. i will NOT!!!