[Alucard]

I know you want me to give you a chance to 'prove your love to me' as you put it, but I can't. I know how you are, I've seen how you are with girlfriends and frankly, I don't want to be one of them. Stop asking me.

A part of me is still angry with you for choosing her..I feel like I was just a stand in until she was available so you wouldn't have been alone. You said you were happy with me, but I know it's lie. After all, you did get her pregnant.

I think I'm starting to fall in love with you again. You just seem riight to me. Last time you knew I liked you, but never did anything about it. However, silly me, I don't even know if you're with someone or not. I'm too nervous to ask, but still I'll always admire you.

I don't know what it is with you...it's my mind I guess..but everytime I see you I feel like hitting you or kissing you...Damn the feeling..I feel like such a ho..