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A) Regret is a horrible thing to feel it really is. I have these images in my head, where i find you in the storming rain thunder lightning and pouring rain and im just in a T-shirt holding those big cards one saying "COME BACK" another saying "IM SORRRY" and another saying "I MISS YOU LETS START FRESH" and you run and hug me.. and everything is back to normal, I'm sorry okay? Im sorry. And I'm too friggin stubborn to tell you I made the wrong descision. You seemed to have moved on though, like you seem fine so i'll leave you be. But gosh do i miss you.

b) I know you don't like me its fine,To be honest i would rather you didn't it'll be weird. I don't like you, you annoy me and im scared of you.. I talk to you because im being civil.... Oh dear your really annoying me please just shutup.

c) I'v developed feelings for you.. In a way that I care nothing more then that. I swear its like a motherly daughter love. I feel responsible for you and I have no clue why. I have such a soft spot for you I really do. Gosh its really weird, I'm sorry if you feel like i be little you when there is only 2 years between us. But wow I cant help be so protective over you.