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How Do I Distract Myself From My Anorexia? - June 6th 2009, 07:47 PM
I'm going crazy! All I think about is the next way I'm going to loose weight fast. Or how much weight I want to loose. Or how any calories something has and whether or not I am able to eat it. Also every time I go online I'm obsessed with finding ways to loose weight or something like that. And I'm sick of it. I want to think about something else but my thoughts always drift over to loosing weight again. And then I feel bad about myself again. What do I do?

Everthing I see seems to be a lie. And everything you see in me you think is the truth. But, really all you see is what I'm masking the real me with. You never see me cry. Because I'll never let you. And you'll never see me die because I feel like I already have in a way.