Yea, it WILL get better. I promise you it will and I promise I'll always be here for you. I don't break my promises, ok?
Your mom and your doctor both were being horrible. I don't get how adults can't see that lectures do nothing more than discourage and depress. And if I had any power, your doctor would lose their freaking license for not referring you to a therapist, even when you've asked.
I know it's hard, but you just have to keep going. There are so many people that care about you so much and want to help you, myself included. You have all of our support and you are extremely strong. I know that you can make it through this. I KNOW you have the strength, you just need to believe in yourself, believe in your future.
Please don't do anything drastic. Things seem bad now, and they are, but they will get better. No one stays like this forever and you're no different. You will be happy one day, but you have to fight for it. You obviously want help because you're here posting, and you are getting so much better at actually accepting help. I've seen a huge amount of progress DON'T GIVE UP NOW!
You deserve happiness. You've brought it to so many other people. I've had a really rough last couple days, and your PMs really did help cheer me up, and I know you brighten other people's days so much. Someone that gives so much happiness must deserve 100 times more back.
Just stay strong, I'm going to be here for me, like it or not. You aren't getting rid of me. I know you're going to make it through this and I'm going to be here for you all along the way
