[Anonymous19]

I'm jealous of people who are able to go out and have a good time, in fact I hate them for being able to do that, but that's only on the surface; fact is, I hate myself more than anyone. I try and try to change it, by getting out of my comfort zone but each time, I keep getting shot down. Some days, I just want to hurt myself wheather that would be in the form of hitting myself, bottling it up, or most of the time, cutting. I just wish so badly for people to like me, but I always seem to feel alone no matter what.