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You ruined me. Your lies, your deception, you RUINED me. By now, I could have been somebody. You took that away from me, and merrily went on with your lives. Do you know how long I waited? How hard I worked? It's petty, awful people like you that I hate the most. I was just your newest toy. You didn't really care what the consequences of filling these dreams in my head were. I came back, and I threw away everything to be with you. And what was your justification? "You didn't want to hurt me"? Well, guess what? I'm hurt. And you're damned proud of yourselves, too. How dare you pity me. You fools. You stupid, pretentious, hypocritical, malicious, ignorant FOOLS. You disgust me. Why do I have to feel this? Why couldn't it have been you who lost it all? Why is it that you're still standing? How can you live with yourself? Why did I ever settle for you? Why? Why couldn't I have just left you behind? Why couldn't I have made something of myself by now? Why couldn't you have even been honest with me? And then, after that, why did you lead me on? I saw right through you. You just wanted to ease your guilt and say you tried. You didn't try. Your sole purpose was to CRUSH me with all of the blame, and turn everyone AGAINST me. I had done nothing wrong--you had made it perfectly clear to me that you were no friends of mine. You conniving, rotten liars. If I don't make it, it will be all your fault. You took away my best qualities and you made them your own.

Stop living the life that is rightfully mine. You've done nothing to deserve it.