[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]I'm starting a new college class and I'm scared to start class because I have a learning disability and I was told this professor is very hard and I have to take it, I can't get out of this because not a lot teach this class. I don't want to fail this class. I am having a very hard time and feel I don't want to be alive anymore, I want to find a way to kill myself and I haven't told anyone about this. I think of ways to do this and I will not have to take this class. I'm sorry this is a stupid problem, I don't know what is wrong with me.[/size][/color][/font]