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ED, mentions of suicidal ideation
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i'm thinking about not eating a lot after christmas. ik I could end up in the psych ward cus of it but I hate my body and I don't wanna fuckin eat...should I do it? i wanna lose weight, and I can't with exercise cus I might pass out from it(physical health shit), but I don't like food.
Edit i hate my body and my personality. if I fix my weight, I should like other things abt me, hopefully...?