[Kate*]

So, yeah I'm a 2-year old that needs therapy. I knew that. Why the stupid rules say we have to have his bullshit schedule instead of his real one? is a mystery to me. How fucking hard is it to tell us the TRUTH about where you are?! That would fix like 90% of my problem. And he feels bad because he knows we need him, so maybe something will finally get done. We're okay until someone else goes down, and I know things you don't yet.

Supporting him while he does what he needs to to get where he wants to go is one thing. Doing his job for him, so he doesn't have to; for God knows how long, is something else entirely. We all want more, nothing wrong with that. But, I can pursue it without needing, or expecting others to pick up my slack. I can want what I know is best for him, and it can still hurt.