[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]I'm curious how others feel when sucking on it. Like does it feel strange in your mouth. Like it feels odd against my cheeks and along my lips.

Mentally I feel weird too. Like I feel belittled. I not sure if thats the right word. I feel natural doing it but also feel as if I'm lowering myself to something beneath him. Does this make any sense.

I feel my mind is over thinking. I wonder how I look doing it. I trying to not hurt him. I trying to brace myself for when he comes.

Is this how I'm supposed to feel and think?[/size][/color][/font]