[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Thanks for the input. Being distracted does help. But in my downtime I still picturing it. Mostly my moms body and how much she was enjoying it. Which is honestly a bit more disturbing. Maybe I trying to not think of dad . Even had urge to view it again which is even more disturbing. I've had to fight myself to make sure I don't do it.

I feel like maybe I'll need a therapist or something.[/size][/color][/font]