[Dawn.]

Hi there,
I'm sorry to hear you feel this way. It can definitely be hard as I also suffer from anxiety.
I also would suggest seeing someone in regards to helping you overcome this. I have seen a mental health professional and they have helped me a lot in the past.
It can take time to feel comfortable within yourself but you shouldn't feel ashamed of your interest or just being you. I know that's easier said then done but there will be no-one like you in this world as we are all unique in our own way.
I hope this helped and if you ever need anything, my inbox is always open.