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Back here again (getting it off my chest) -
February 5th 2024, 12:38 AM
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Oh wow
I used to use this site a while back and it was so helpful, I'm so glad it's still running!
I recently started SHing again to help cope with the stresses of life. I can't handle working in corporate but I can't afford financially to go back to retail. I suspect I have ADHD, which has been getting worse and worse, and now I'm getting in trouble at work for not being able to do my day-to-day stuff properly. It's so stressful I just didn't know what else to do!
I know it doesn't get rid of the problem, but I feel less emotional about it when I do it. And the lingering feeling from it helps remind me of why I had to do it.
I feel so pathetic, no longer a teenager, living with my partner, but I still have to do this to cope with life 😔
Last year I experienced 3 close family deaths, workplace bullying in my previous place, and a loss of my own 💔 it's been such a terrible year and I just don't know when it will ever get better.
I don't know what I wanted to get out of this, but just typing it out helps and sharing it with people.
Might delete later.
Thanks guys
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