[Kate*]

What I didn't screw up, your nightmare of a system did! I will never enjoy it, but assuming the fucking thing cooperates and I can handle a no-receipt return, then I'm promotable, and you can't hold it against me anymore (So, I assume you'll come up with something else to use).

I don't know why I'm so miserable. A day or two, sure, but this is ridiculous. Maybe I need my meds adjusted or therapy again, or something. But, I don't want to go back until I'm sure I'll stick with it.
It doesn't help that it feels like everyone has turned on me. I'm probably imagining that, but the tone has definitely shifted, and I don't feel as welcome as I used to.