[MightyOwl]

Hi , thanks for your advice
No one of my family can help me , and i don't have any friend to share it with
and i said , because of my family i can't go to a therapy or any other doctors , but i'm using a antiphsychotics that called trifluoperazine
and my problem is not a "reason for living"
i suffered my whole life and i'm tired of it
it's even hard to breath for me because i'm tired and i can't do it any more