[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]I started hiding food from everyone after a family member almost passed away, I started out with a few pieces of candy and then everytime I felt depressed or upset I would grab more and more food, hide it and binge eat and now I can't stop doing this and I hate myself so much after. It feels like I'm never going to be okay. I can't tell anyone about this, it's too much and I don't want them to look at me different.[/size][/color][/font]