[Kate*]

Change is never easy, and I'm dealing with a shit ton of it at once. I'm shocked my anxiety isn't through the roof, but I'm sure it will show up eventually. It was worse before I decided what to do, so now the main pressure is off and once I figure out the logistics and balance it all, it'll settle down again.

I bent over backwards to stay because you convinced me to trust you and you IMMEDIATELY shafted me and went back on EVERYTHING you said, then set up the schedule so I don't see you for at least 3 weeks. And I could yell at you, but you'll come up with some BS excuse. I'm loyal to a fault I was right to trust no one, and I never should've let my guard down for you. And, as much as I want to believe it's not personal, I can't. Promoting them over me after I was warned is one thing. Telling me you'll do "everything you can" to keep me and get me as many as possible and then IMMEDIATELY do the opposite is just fucked up.