[Kate*]

Part of me is still hoping for a miracle I won't get, so that I don't have to do this.

It's ironic that when I complain about the situation he's been forced to put me in, you say there's nothing he can do, it is what it is, it's partly my fault etc. But, when the new assistant manager suddenly enforces a well-known company rule everyone else let you break, you get to bitch and go straight over their heads the fuck?!

I guess I shouldn't say I want a day off now that I have 2 jobs. But, I think the stress of the situation, and the fact that I had to use my days off to deal with it, instead of recover is mostly why. In theory, I can probably still get 2 days off a week if we schedule it right.

I hate not knowing what the truth is. Someone who doesn't want to be the bad guy, probably shouldn't be a manager in charge of everything. You think you're protecting me by not telling me what you really think, but your actions and excuses are. Just be honest with me!