[Rika]

Hello! Thanks for posting on the forum! It takes a lot of courage to post and seek help for this. I've felt this way before while in High School.

What I did do was finally cave and find a good time to speak to this person. I spoke to them, and I felt like it took a weight off my shoulders. Could you perhaps send them a text or email to find a time to discuss your concerns and issues? I'd consider doing that! If you cannot do that, I wonder if you could stop and ask in person about finding a good time to talk about things.

I am super sorry you are going through the downfall and hope it will get better for you!