[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""][FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]this is my first time using this website so im not sure im doing this correctly? i dont want to overshare too much but i've been feeling kind of lonely and anxious. recently my dad had some type of outburst or something and it made me feel anxious and I began to cry. he has random outbursts and then in like 3 days he pretends like nothing ever happened. he makes me feel guilty when he sees me crying because of his tantrums and tells me I'm not a little kid anymore. I i understand im not but I just cant help but cry when he yells at me because its all I've known since I was little. ever since I was younger every time he yelled at me I would cry. now I'm way older but I just cant not cry. I just want my dad to love me and support me instead of taking his anger out on me for no reason. please help with some advice...[/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font]