[Kate*]

I want to trust you so badly, but I feel like I'll just be putting more effort into something else that will fall apart on me. And part of me feels like you're telling me things just to pacify me so I'll stay and take the crap jobs and it'll be like the last place all over again. I can appreciate that you want me to be ready, that you don't want to throw me into the deep end. But, some of it, I genuinely don't know if I have the skills in me and I was never given the chance to even prove what I can already do.