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Hey,

I know you don't want to tell an adult, so while I will encourage you do so, I won't force you.

You're on Discord, and Discord has a block feature. That would honestly be the best thing to do here. "No" is a complete sentence but you don't have to offer him any explanation for blocking him, but if you do, you can simply say "I do not feel comfortable doing these activities, especially since I am a minor. I will be having no further contact with you." Then, just block him. Or, don't say anything to him at all and then block him. If he creates other accounts to continue to harass you, block those too or consider creating a new Discord account where you can start fresh.

It doesn't matter how lonely or how sweet he is. The fact of the matter is he is a predator. He is asking for literal child pornography. He will continue to try and manipulate you or act sweet to get you to do what he wants. He is not a safe person, but he will try to convince you otherwise. Telling you how he loves you and wants children with you is a manipulation tactic to get you to stay.

And, trying to be an e-kitten will continue to put you in this situation. You are underage and you don't want to be pressured into sending anything that would be considered child porn. People will try and push you farther than what you're willing to go, and there is a chance you won't even get paid for it like what is happening now. I'd wait until you're a consenting adult, and then re-evaluate whether or not it's something you want to continue doing. It's not safe for a minor to be putting NSFW content out there, and the people who WANT NSFW content from a minor are absolutely not people you want to be associating with.

There are other ways to get money legally. Even if it's doing chores for people in the neighborhood (with parental permission so they know where you are and who you are with), or seeking a job, at least you won't be at risk.

So, in sum, your best bet is to not engage with him anymore at all. Besides sending a final message to him if you really want to, do not acknowledge him anymore. The hope is that he will realize he's not going to get what he wants and will stop.

You don't deserve what happened to you though. I know it may feel like it's your fault, but it's really all on this guy who definitely knows better than to take advantage of a minor.