[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""][FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""][FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]God, I feel disgusting. I'm not sure if the tag I put was the right one but whatever.

So this started a few days ago. I know this is cringe and embarrassing but I decided to become a discord e-kitten because I was in need of some money. This one guy messaged me and said he was interested.
I was expecting to do some NSFW stuff, but nothing crazy. Mostly just half-naked/thigh pics or something... No actual nudity..
But this dude wanted actual... Pictures..
I'm no stranger to being in relationships with older guys/gals. The oldest I've dated was almost 30 while I was 11, and I've been doing rps and stuff since I was around 8.
But this is the first time I've ever sent pictures. He always wants me to moan for him and go on VC and stuff but I just can't. I feel so disgusted with myself and I'm terrified my parents are gonna find out. Before anyone tells me to tell a trusted adult, I'm not going to. I just can't bring myself to do it. I literally don't trust anyone right now.
I know this is wrong. He keeps telling me to make videos for him and I feel bad because he seems super lonely and attached to me. I told him I was worried about my parents finding out and he said he just wants me to be safe and happy.
He's really sweet it's just that I don't know if I can keep doing this. I've never revealed myself like this.. I've never gone this far. He keeps telling me he loves me and that I'm beautiful (even though I'm fat, but he doesn't say that) and that he wishes he could have kids with me. I don't know what to say
My whole plan on becoming an e-kitten was honestly for nothing too, because he hasn't paid me.
But I guess that's the least of my worries.
I guess what I'm saying is I'm scared that somebody will find out me and him have this relationship and get me in trouble.
I'm not trying to call this grooming or whateva cuz I brought this up on myself. I was asking for it. But idk Im getting uncomfortable and I don't know how to tell him no.
Any advice appreciated ty.[/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font]