[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]When I was around 8 years old, my older sister would watch me when our parents were not home and she started masturbating and made me do this with her and to her too. I never wanted to and I always said no and she still made me. She would grab my hands and hold me down. I never told anyone, my boyfriend asked me the other day to have sex for the first time and we started making out and he put his hand under my shirt and I grabbed his hand and said stop please and he did and moved back from me and asked if I'm okay and I said sorry I'm not ready and he said it's okay. I don't know what's wrong with me.[/size][/color][/font]