Thread: Triggering (Suicide): Life is so tiring
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Unhappy Life is so tiring - July 16th 2023, 02:06 PM
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I'm so tired of feeling hopeful and happy and having reasons to live and then having my mood shattered over and over and over again - I just want to feel good for something; to feel good as other people are; to feel good enough for myself It's just not fair - it feels like everyone is good at so much but no matter how much I try I'll never catch up to what they are I know I need to be kinder to myself but it's so hard when it's so easy to just treat myself how my brain thinks I deserve I wish there was a way to just go into the void and have never existed so that the people I love wouldn't be upset Even though they shouldn't be because I just drag them down half the time I really thought I was getting better but it's just so easy to slip back again ps Sorry for poor formatting I can't use a lot of punctuation and stuff because my keyboard is very broken

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