[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]i had a huge crush on one of my close guy friends who does the same classes as me,the only problem is that he is not interested in me as i am in him.(lets call him jam) . so on our sunday trip for our stream , we were in the school bus and he sat infront of me which ws a huge bummer , but behind me was my other intrest (lol) lets call him (shakespeare). he is really nice to me and he is the complete opposite when it comes to the way jam treats me , so when i talk to him its a way to feel good abut myself , but i dont really like him . i like jam. so on the trip shakespeare was flirting with me and he took out his phone and showed me a poem he wrote for me, you guys this poem was beyond literal and beautiful. i felt touched , so i kept talking to him and flirted back a couple of time , idk but in a way he made me blush and that was a nice thing ig. so he kissed me and i kissed him back , but for my first kiis , it didnt have that spark that lasts, like the ones you see in movies , so that dissapointed me, i kept thinking about if it was jam i kissed , would it been different , would i feel less guilty.
please help me guys
love
-magichatz[/size][/color][/font]