[vampirebat]

I really want to come out to her so I can be more open about who I like and who I am, especially since recently she's been becoming more of a mother after failing that role in my early childhood- but I also don't want to push it, because I am in a highly homophobic and transphobic state, and I don't know her views and opinions on the LGBTQIA+ community. There's a certain quote that I prefer to live by, and that being: "You don't have to come out to anyone in terms of sexuality, it isn't really anyone's business and you shouldn't have to waste your time with people who won't support it." you know, stuff like that. But I just want to feel more open, more connected. And I can't fight this urge telling me to inform her that this is who I am.