[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Before anyone responds saying it will or that it just takes time, some of the issues I struggle with can't be fixed with time or medicated. They're permanent problems that people like me have to learn to deal with forever.

The longer I've sat here, thinking about this all, the more certain I am that there is no future for me. All I'm doing at this point is letting people delay the inevitable.
I can possibly learn to live with these things, but there's no guarantee. Even if I did, they'd still hurt, and some days would still be unbearable. I can't deal with those days any more. I really can't.
I've been trying for a very long time (I'm an adult) and at this point, I'm just too tired to keep on this path. I need it to stop. It has to stop.
There's a quote I've heard that says Maybe life isn't for everyone.
It feels like that applies to me.
I'm comfortable with the idea of dying.
I've made my list of plans and my note.
I know what I'm going to do at this point.
I've already started withdrawing from my friends and isolating, and it feels like they haven't even noticed.
This is just how it has to be, and I just hope that those around me understand that once this is done, I'll finally get to rest and stop hurting.[/size][/color][/font]