[Kate*]

I want to tell him everything, and that's exactly why I can't. Not only is everything in the world wrong with it, but the LAST thing he needs is to deal with me.

I don't like it, but it's none of my business and you're going to do what you want. As for why I care, it probably points to my tendency to over attach, which I'm afraid of because of the issues it can cause.

Your organizational system, whatever the hell it is, is incredibly stupid. I just want to know if the provider is covered without doing google gymnastics that gives different results every time.