[Dawn.]

Hi there,

I am sorry to hear what you're going through. It can't be easy.
You have reasons to feel what you're feeling, and you don't have to compare your life to others because we all cope with things differently.
Slow and steady wins the race and that goes for gaining trust with your parents, family and friends. I find it hard to trust people as well and it does take me a while to open up to people, but I have learned that it is ok to talk about how I feel to those close to me.

I hope I helped and if you ever need anything, my inbox is always open.