[Rika]

Yes, you do have to take care of yourself. I also feel like the child also needs taken care of and needs some kind of mental health help. As said above, even a creative outlet for this child could work wonders. I know when I was young I played outside a lot and even played with my toys. Maybe reading a book to them could help, even maybe playing with them too. I understand this is a hard time for you and wish you the best!