Thread: Triggering (Suicide): I was so close, I'm so afraid
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I was so close, I'm so afraid - January 4th 2023, 08:32 PM
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[SIZE="a"]Hi. Today I have cut myself more than I have ever had in the past. I've been depressed for a few years, I take medicines and visit a psychotherapist, and I've had suicide thoughts during that time, but only thoughts, as I knew I couldn't make any plans because if I killed myself my parents would never recover. Today I had the urge to stuff myself with pills. For a few frantic minutes I wasn't thinking about my parents, or any other consequences of my death, I felt the need to just swallow those pills. I fought through it, but I'm left shaken. I'd never been so close before.[/size]