[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Welcome to TeenHelp. I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. When something horrible happens to us, someone does something to us, we will feel a lot of times that we did something for this to happen to us and it is our fault for what has happened. The person who did this to you, he is the one who is at fault. Would you be able to try talking with someone about how you have been feeling and see if they would be able to try helping you out with this. Ask your family member or friends or someone at school for help too. Also this website works with people who have been through what you have been through and maybe you can check them out when you have time. They are https://www.rainn.org/ When you are having a hard time with this try finding something to help you get your mind off of this for a while, reading for a while or playing with your animals or watching movies or TV shows or playing games or drawing or painting or writing or listening to music or something else that you enjoy doing and try that for a while. I hope you will be okay soon.