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Idk 🤷*♀️ mentions of rape and suicide -
December 11th 2022, 08:53 AM
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I can’t be alive anymore. From when I was raped all I think about is how I’d be much better of dead. I don’t deserve to be treated like that but he did it for four weeks straight. I am a useless person and I know he’s locked away for 5 years but it’s not fair that I’ve been left like this. I’m struggling so much and I can’t take it anymore it’s like I’m alive for nothing basically. I’ve been in hospital for a good solid 8 months which was good because I was safe but now I’m back at home I’m not safe maybe I should be kept in hospital. I can’t even eat, it's hard to eat, edit, it’s like why am I alive like why? I don’t understand why I am still letting myself live a life I don’t even want to be alive in.
Sorry.
Last edited by Arabesque- golfing girl.; December 11th 2022 at 12:02 PM.
Reason: Please don't say why you can't eat. Thank you.
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