Body dysphoria (TW) -
November 23rd 2022, 04:37 PM
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Goddd, so many posts today. Sorry about that.
Anyways, I've been feeling really dysphoric about how I look. I guess it kinda ties back into being non-binary, but I dunno. Like, I KNOW I'm fat, and I'm trying to lose weight, but I always fall back in the binge - starve cycle. It especially doesn't help that my mom told me I can't get my hair cut because I'm too big.
The problem is most of my weight is in my chest/thighs, and so that only makes me look EXTRA feminine. Idk, I guess I'm scared I'll just fall back into that not-eating cycle.
yee.
Last edited by Arabesque- golfing girl.; November 23rd 2022 at 08:44 PM.
Reason: Added a trigger warning for you.
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