[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""](This has gross and cringe things please be careful when you read) Hello.. I'm thirteen, male and obviously I'm addicted to porn and can't stop because I can't convince myself quitting is the right thing to do when I'm in the mood and even when I'm not in the mood a lot. I don't go places a lot because my mother still wants to home schools me in this high grade for some reason so I'm at home bored often feeding this addiction. I've been masturbating usually with porn since like age 9-11 and porn has caused me so many problems
1. I used to have a frenlum but all it is now is thin scars and a little redness extending from my urethral opening to almost the bottom of my shaft, my dick is literally splitting apart and the skin is getting thinner there

2. Porn is ruining my own thoughts desires and fantasies because it is kind of programming me to to like things only in porn (like incest, women being dehumanized, rape, and even male features which isn't OK for a straight person)

3. The second one is especially bad because porn was the first type of sex I was exposed to it is destroying my
brain like I said but luckily I learned what sex was not so long after

4. Uh I masturbated to porn before puberty I think which hit me at 11 but around 12 everything happened all at once and I blame pornography (facial hair, armpit hair, sperm, all at once very fast sad abt this)

5. It often takes 1+ hours to ejaculate even with porn

6. I almost had a mostly gay but a little straight anime wet dream (ikr cringe but sad and true)

I didn't ejaculate until I was 11 before that it was just climax

Ikr this is so cringeworthy but it is true because porn addiction at this age I guess probably sucks a lot and I,have to say what is true...

I still clean my frenlum after peeing hoping my scars will heal one day even though I almost cry knowing they won't
Life feels like it sucks rn advice please I'm being absolutely serious please[/size][/color][/font]