[oceaneyes95]

I just really feel the need to make a post about this. When I was younger from the ages 14-18 I was heavily involved in my church. I still live by my Christian faith even though I’ve backslidden a little. But, with all the hardships I struggled through at home, my church life was like my escape. I was supposed to be home-schooled all through high-school. So, you could imagine how introverted/isolated I was.
I had this dream last night that I was back at my old church. But, it was much bigger, and kind of re-modeled. I was there for a wedding, and all of my old church friends were there. Even my ex boyfriend, and his new wife & baby. In this dream I didn’t feel welcome, and I found myself waking up feeling grief all over again for those relationships that I’ve lost due to fall-outs. Maybe I should find a new church now that I’m established into good place in life again. Any advice?