[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Hello... I'm the original poster and unfortunately I forget to mention some of the things I experience in this thread because of how stressed I was when I was typing and I didn't read it after I posted... It is that I don't think it is a urinary tract infection because of the seemingly obvious connections to my reproductive tract... The only thing that is like a UTI is when I pee it is kinda difficult and it comes out irregularly and I get random urges to urinate, sometimes too often. My urine also smells really bad strongly... I smell it whenever it comes out and I think that could just be the smell of urine but strong, but I like to say to myself that it smells strongly of sex and despair and I'm not even joking when I say that. It does. The substance that comes out when I ejaculate is irregular. My semen very often clots (I think it is called that) which is when a very thick pure white non transparent gel forms at the tip immediately after ejaculating which is only supposed to happen occasionally I hear. The substance that comes out while ejaculate is often the texture of the clot semen (very very thick), or a little closer to normal with strands or specks of very thick semen in it, and sometimes only a tiny bit comes out and sometimes there is globs of gel like cum in it. I feel like this could just be me being early in purberty stages so my sperm is not mature but I am still worried about that but my cum used to be normal looking but when I first ejaculated it was just clear. Like I said before I don't think my penis is red, and
I'm scared to say "I wanna talk to the pediatrician in private" because that would be suspicious and awkward for my parents to hear and I'm afraid they will tease me or tell others (my parents always tell the rest of my family about this stuff) or not let me So I'm just so anxious to have anyone know about what I do or have to say about my genitals... My family would definitely avoid me or make fun of me if they knew I masturbated and definitely think differently about me forever. I'm just so anxious to take action on anything this entire situation makes me shiver for hours....[/size][/color][/font][/size][/color][/font]