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Hey,

I know you don't want to tell your pediatrician, but since you are experiencing pain and redness it is probably a good idea to go. Maybe you can ask them to keep it confidential because you are embarrassed and don't want your parents to know that you are masturbating so much. Your parents also don't have to be in the room with you when you are getting examined. Maybe you can let your parents know that you are experiencing this redness and having a hard time peeing, but that you don't know why it's happening so you want to get it checked. That way, you're not telling them about the masturbation. They could think it's a UTI or something similar and not connect it to the masturbation. But, the reason I say that you should go see your pediatrician is because you don't want it to get worse if it IS an infection. That could turn dangerous fast.

It's great that you recognize that your masturbation is becoming a problem. Masturbation is definitely a normal activity and is healthy for most, but when it gets addictive or you start to hurt yourself, that's when it becomes a problem. It's good that you're trying to masturbate less to stop from harming yourself. Do you think it might help if you installed a child block on your computer? Of course you'd know the password, but when you try going to a porn site and it's blocked it may be a reminder of why you installed the child block in the first place. When you get the urge to masturbate you can also do something to distract yourself, especially things that burn energy like exercising, or even playing intense video games.

I hope this helps!

Dez