[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Not a teen yet but I can't find any help forums that suit my age and this type of post. Anyways I'm an uncircumcised male and I'm twelve and will be 13 in around 20 days. I've been masturbating since I was around ten maybe, and have used porn often since I was 11. When I first masturbated I kinda just started doing it by looking at porn for a while by myself when I was again, around 10 I think (maybeee early 11, but I think around 10). But after I masturbated to porn on my first session, I rarely watched porn while doing so until I hit puberty at eleven which is when I first ejaculated. When I was late 11 occasionally reaching climax burned a little and I was less sexually educated then so I just ignored it mostly. Nobody in my real life knows I watch porn and/or masturbate, and I wanna keep it that way and I have had no need to tell ANYONE. So far 12 has been my most hormonal age overall and let me tell you; I'm REALLY horny. I almost always masturbate 2-4 times a day usually to porn and I haven't been that concerned until a few months ago. Climax usually burns VERY strongly, peeing is difficult and sprays weirdly, I have PPP (natural), I feel intense pressure/pain/throbbing near the area of my rectum after climax, and I no longer have a penis frenlum (banjo string) from years of wear and tear from irresponsible masturbation. Thats right. No. Frenlum. The area where the frenlum once was just looks like the rest of my penis shaft, with a little of it being visible at the frenlums lowest point and a tiny thin scar near (but I don't think connected to the hole) the uretheral opening. And although this sounds bad you can't really tell that much at all without actually observing it. It's hard to tell if my penis is red or not from excessive masturbating but I don't think it is. Also I don't think I really feel any pain WHILE masturbating or WHILE I'm erect, my penis is totally sexually compatible. I occasionally masturbate too vigouroslly and rip the skin on the shaft a tiny bit but it always heals. I am NOT in the mental state to tell any of my family I masturbate, and I can't tell my pediatrician because my parents ALWAYS know what we talk about, as well as hear what we talk about. Like anyone knowing I masturbate causes mental anxiety and I'm just mentally incapable of telling anyone, even if my fertility is at stake. I hear that too much sex/masturbating can cause prostatitis, which I could have, and can resolve itself if I give masturbation a break. For a few days I tried to give up my masturbation/porn addiction but on the first attempt I failed. The next day I promised myself I would fight the urges and ended up only masturbating once that day, far below my average! Yesterday I succesfully went an entire day without masturbating, and today I'm going to sleep soon and reach day two of no masturbation. I'm now in a mental state to fight the urges, but I feel like a withdrawl peroid too long will eventually force me to masturbate again because I'll lose my motivation to stop if I don't find an answer too my problems. I've also experienced these symptoms for a while so if I have prostatitis it might be chronic. Definately can't take antibiotics without prescription. Can anyone give me advice or make me feel better about this before I possibly get very sick, or lose my fertilility?[/size][/color][/font]