[popinin]

You know, I may not have lived a long life and you probably won't even read this commentary, but I went through depression and the feeling of thinking that you are alone in this world and no one needs you. At that point I was sent away and started ignoring a girl I really liked, it hurt and felt like no one in this world needed me and had no influence on anything, which meant that my leaving my life wouldn't do anyone any harm, but I was able to brush my soul away. You know, what doesn't break us makes us stronger, I was afraid, but I took the will in my fist and went for the fear. I went to that girl I liked at home, and waited for her until she came home. After catching up with her, I gave her a stuffed toy that she liked, flowers and chocolates, gave it to her and told her how I felt about her, and apologized for everything that came before. I let her go from my soul, and I was relieved. After that incident, I reconsidered the meaning of life and realized that the best thing is to create the world you want. I started chasing new experiences, skydiving, going through the war, and talking to different people and getting their life experiences. That's what life is worth living for, don't cling to material means, live the life you want. I hope you come to your senses, but it's up to you to do it now or choose the path of purification.