[Everglow.]

I don't want to admit to you that the real reason all of this is such a problem is because I'll be constantly aware of my body and how disgusting and fat it is that I literally won't get a minutes sleep if I have to spend the night that close to another human. I will just be awake hating every single part of myself. Just let me say what I am and am not okay with and stop making it such an issue.