Let's just cut to the chase; I think I may be androgynous. I feel connected to both the male and female gender...and im not entirely comfortable with using she/her pronouns. I've been wondering for a while how you tell whether you're male or female, but the truth is that I see myself in both.
So with that being said, I don't feel like myself. I have mid-length hair, a large chest, and big hips. I look pretty much like a girl, and I hate that. I asked my parents if we could cut my hair short, but I have to wait until my hair grows out again (I was stress pulling)
My hair isn't going to grow out for months.
As for my chest, I HATE having a big chest. I would welcome the idea of having top surgery, because Ifeel like it would be more...me.
As for my hips, I'm trying to lose weight to make them look smaller, but i think it's just part of my bone structure
I wish I was born perfect, you know? as a guy.. that way at least a few of these problems would besolved.
I also want to change my name. To one that can be both male and female.
my parents are pretty accepting but they joke about my sexual orientation a lot, so I'm kinda scared to tell them this. either that or they might think im faking this :/ or that "one of my friends are trans" or something because apparently I can't make decisions on my own.
who knows though, right? maybe this is just a phase
