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Re: Screaming thread. - April 26th 2022, 08:14 AM
I want to let my guard down, but I can't. Anxiety is gone, but if I relax, I could end up blindsided again. And if that happens I want to be mad. I refuse to give them the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

Part of me wants the decision over with and part of me is afraid it's not going to be the one I want, and my entire life will change again in a matter of seconds. At least this time, I'll be able to walk away with my head held high knowing that I am 100% innocent.

And I have it, and I was right, and there was ONE reason I didn't walk.

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