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Exclamation Me and my sister aren't going to make it... - April 24th 2022, 01:20 AM

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[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]There are also mentions of abuse/SA/homicide in this thread.

My sister contacted me about wanting to kill herself, she had a plan and everything... at first I convinced her to wait a bit but the few days was still to long. She contacted me again and I wasn't able to convince her.... without an address (it was kept anonymous for abuse reasons- our family is very abusive and she didnt want to risk them going through a phone of her siblings and finding where she lived), she has 4 kids and a dog..... I don't have the means to call a wellness check and even so if her kids get taken away from her I know everyone will still suffer, my sister will feel more obligated to do so and the abuse cycles could start back over with her kids. I don't have the means to take them in nor the mental capacity... she wants to take them all with her... I've tried for hours talking to her on the phone for safety and call police and anyone that could have her address, checking sites, mail, she put in a job 2 weeks, I do not know her place of work and at this point I dont know what to do.......

I don't think I'll get far either. Her and her kids are the only real family that was left and recently I'll be unable to continue college due to my moms actions... I live on campus which will leave me homeless, it seems like there's nothing I can do for both of us. I dont think I'll get through losing a portion of my family and I know that last moments will be full of pain and fear.... I'll keep calling and reaching out to stations but I think it might be to late. I'm trying to convince her to let me help her but she is tired of trying but also believes that she should be catering to me because I'm younger... I (also being suicidal) know that no matter what the future looks like that the pain in the moment is sometimes still to bad, but I wont stop trying to get her help...


If anyone can think of any ideas please let me know, she didnt say she would do it today but I can not get her to respond and I dont think I'll make it either if this happens.[/size][/color][/font]